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"As time goes on, you’ll understand. What lasts, lasts; what doesn’t, doesn’t. Time solves most things. And what time can’t solve, you have to solve yourself."
- Haruki Murakami
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Okay wtf, how scary is this? This person just somehow tagged herself in some of my photos & her account is actually active & she has friends. Freaking scary?!
Why can’t my tragus be thick enough to be pierced :( Been on a ear piercing spree these past few months, I’m addicted to the relief & temporary high I feel after every one. Can’t believe I used to be so scared of getting them for 6 years. Exhausted all the space on both my ears for piercings already. Any more & it’d be overcrowding. But I really want a tragus piercing :( Oh well.
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Just hope it stays this way. Gonna take things as slowly as I possibly can. I don’t think I can handle another breakdown.
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Anonymous asked: I don't think I will truly know what you're going through.. but hang in there, love<3 Take comfort in the fact that it will get better; I just pray you'll see that soon alright?
thank you dear :) i really hope things will get better, & that time will do its healing. your message made my night :) knowing that there’s someone who cares really makes things a whole lot better.
Get me out of this place, where I can finally escape. The stress, fatigue & internal battle that I’ve been struggling with almost everyday since the end of last year finally overcame my mental willpower on Monday, and my body totally broke down. Couldn’t breathe properly, heart was pumping crazy fast, dizziness, felt like puking, couldn’t speak, couldn’t stand properly & my hands were shaking. I never want to feel this way again.
Must have had over 50+ pills over the last 2 days - including vitamins, sleeping pills, antibiotics, stress-relief medication, can’t be any good for my body but I couldn’t feel any better without them. Slept the last 2 days away doing nothing & trying to forget everything else around me that I have to do & worry about, but I still don’t feel well. Granted better than Monday, but still.
I still need a long, long break away from everything. But sadly that’s quite impossible. I wish everyone could understand what I’m going through behind this happy, smiley front.
Working towards my only goal in life now, which is to keep my daddy healthy & make him as happy as he can possibly be.
